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Sunday, February 26, 2006

I'm slacking big time like it's holidays. Oh no. Haven't been studying after Thursday when we celebrated Yuxiang's birthday. Damn, it's Saturday already! I have wasted 2 and a half days just like that. I have totally lost track of time and I thought that my next paper is on Mon. Luckily I checked the calendar.



AHHHHHHHHH. I HAVE GOT NO MOOD TO STUDY NOW.



NOOOOO. I'M TOTALLY IN THE MOOD TO STUDY. YAAAAAAY.







Shit, I'm turning schizophrenic. All because of the stupid exams )): My mind is so occupied with I don't know what. I want someone to go crazy with me. And when I say crazy, you know it's CRAZY.


Alright, I really need to hit the books now, or I'll have to hit myself.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:25 AM

 


Friday, February 24, 2006

Think I was feeling too bo liao so I changed the template. Relieve the masses from seeing my face everytime they enter my blog. Haha. Anyway, this is gonna be temporary. I wanna take photos and customise my own blog. It's gonna be black though, green is too hard on the eyes. Anyway, of course the original template wasn't so nice! I changed the fonts. Lol.





DAMN. I don't want to forward math and java. Pray for me, I don't wanna be dead.











I wanna find a job. I wanna go wakeboarding. I wanna go scuba-diving. I wanna go parachuting. I want money to drop from the sky so that I can do all of the mentioned. I wanna tio 4D.





Oh ya, exams. Nearly forgot about that )):



"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:36 AM

 


Sunday, February 19, 2006

I studied so hard that I'm having a fever now. Done nearly 5 tutorials for Math already.

Who is going to reward me?











Nevermind ):



"Faaaaaahed" @ 11:32 PM

 


Friday, February 17, 2006

http://kevan.org/johari?name=maowie

Click and have fun. Hahaha.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 12:58 AM

 


Thursday, February 16, 2006

I recently feel that my whole life is engulfed in green to the extent that it's a little scary.

Yesterday, I was wearing a green top to school. Then when I took out my stuff to study, I was sitting at a green table with green benches. My pencilcase, lecture pad, poddy, pod skin, poddy's pouch was all GREEN. And I'm wearing a green watch...

The people around me must have been thinking that I'm siao.



Today, some guy is trying to get me to do a survey for him. I declined walking off but he continued and plead me. Sigh, why are these people getting so pathetic and begging people to do their surveys. Anyway, he asked me all about the usuals, like if I save, work part-time.. yada yada yadaaaaa. Then he asked whetherI'm doing part-time and brand-conscious `cos the bottom line is: I look like a brand-whore.


=__________________=;;




Seriously, I'm kinda brand-conscious. I don't deny that. Don't know why though.

But anyway, who wants to be labelled as a brand-whore lah, like wtf. Pfft.







"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:03 AM

 


Monday, February 13, 2006

I really dont understand programming, just like I dont understand maths. I dont wanna forward java but i really dont understand a thing. Even if you have the answers laid out infront of me, I still dont understand because I just dont. I have tried doing it and umpteen times but all I get is errors, and more errors. Fuck, I hate Java, it made my life miserable. I have tried, I really did. No matter you people believe or not, I TRIED MY BEST.


BLOODY HELL, WHOEVER INVENTED JAVA, I HATE YOU. You sickening asshole.




Damn, I'm fucking stress. I really DONT wanna forward Java...


Why is it I can't find anyone to talk to when I needed one.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:44 AM

 


Sunday, February 12, 2006

I'm gonna live my life
Like everyday's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
But all that remains is an empty chair
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:25 AM

 


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Short Recap (ok, maybe not exactly short)


28/1-

New year. EAT lor. What else do you do on new year's eve? Reunion dinner with family. Everytime it reaches CNY, our mother will feed us like pigs. EAT all the way until the 7th day of new year. Been getting gastrics everyday and it's terrible. But I can't stop eating. Haha. Nevermind, what goes in will go out afterwards. Hee hee!
29/1-
1st day of CNY. Went to my paternal grandma's house as usual. Everybody's waiting for us there and when all reaches, we'll go visiting in a big group. I guess my relatives always get a headache about rooming 30 over people in the house. Well, over these years they should have been used to it. Lol. So we went to sembawang, tiong bah ru and redhill.. and went back to me grandma's house for dinner. Why do everybody cook the same things for new year? It's always curry and braised meat ): I've been eating those for 3 days straight. After dinner, we've decided to catch a midnight movie. The whole load of us travel all day long on uncle benson's lorry and its daaaaaaaaaamn fun. It even rained on our way back to grandma's house and we'd to take out big umbrellas to shelter us from the rain. Daaaaaaaaaaamn fun. I hope it rains on the 1st day of new year every year. Haha.
So we went to westmall initially, but there's only one seat left for I Not Stupid Too. So went to JE again and the whole damn counter's closed. Sat on the lorry and wait and saw two men who looked like theives counting ang baos and throwing the empty packets onto the floor. They looked uber suspicious `cos who the hell will count ang baos in the middle of the night at the staircase outside JE? We even thought that they were drug dealers at first. Quite retarded though. In the end we settled at Cineleisure to watch a 2.15am show. I Not Stupid Too was damn nice can! It's so Jack Neo, there are retarded scenes that made you laugh, and also tearjerking parts that made you bawl like hell. I'd never cried during a movie before and guess that's my first time. I refrained from doing it `cos I start bawling and embarrass myself. If I'd watched it alone at home I'll prolly scream, "AHHHHHHH! WHY HE DIE?!?! DON'T DIE CAN?!?!" Stupid thing was that I cried again the other day in my shower. Almost have to shove the showerhead into my mouth to stop myself from bawling. The lines had so much impact on me that I started to have this immense guilt in my heart. "What have I done for my parents so far?" Freaking retarded that I suddenly had scenes of my mother ageing or *cough* flashing through my mind, then I started crying again. And I couldn't stop these images from appearing. Don't you think it's damn sad that your parents will age like those ah peks ah mahs outside? No matter, how happy they are, age will always take away their health and it's gonna be a toil on them. It's worse to think of your parents ageing rather yourself.
30/1
AHH. Anyway, 2nd day of CNY we went to my aunt's house first to visit my maternal grandpa. Then to my uncle's place to visit my maternal grandma. Simple thing you can figure out, those two old people quarrelled and went on to live seperately. But after all these years of cold war, they're more like friends now. Pretty weird but whatever it is, they looked happy enough (: Then went back to my aunt's house again, to eat... =________=;
31/1-
Slept the whole morning until 5 plus. Wake up and bathed. Went to some restaurant in westmall to lou yu sheng. OMFG. EAT AGAIN?! I suddenly feel very sick of eating...
Then returned to school. Tests, lectures.. yada yada..
3/2-
Lou yu sheng at home. Mummy's added abalone and super-sized pacific clams. I like this unconventional one! My mum's always creative with her dishes and she added apples and cucumbers to it too ((:
4/2-
My whole family "fly my aeroplane" and I went to aunt Wendy's house alone. To eat again. `Cos she said it's ren ri, everybody's birthday so there's a celebration there. And we lou yu sheng, again.. Can you imagine having to lou yu shengs for 3 times in a week.?! I suddenly had this immense hatred colourful streaks of things, or anything that resemble yu sheng. I don't know why my cousin got so excited that she took a picture of us preparing to lou yu sheng, and recorded us "louing" the yu sheng. =________________=;;
But on top of it, there's vodkaaaaaaaaaa!!! *drowns myself in confetti*
Ok, think that's all I'd missed for the week. Hahaha. Suddenly I remembered that I'm turning 18 soon. Hee hee hee hee hee......



"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:08 AM

 


Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Bloody hell. Don't know why I suddenly hand itchy, go and sharpen my eyebrow pencil. Now I've no eyebrow pencil and spoilt my sharperner as well. AHHHHHHHH. Grrr. Have to buy eyebrow pencil and sharperner already. 新年破财.


I have to request to leave 30 minutes earlier for Gems to study storyboarding. Shit, I hate this.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:28 AM

 


Man, I'm still studying week 3's lecture of Storyboarding. Bloody tired now and my brain's exploding from that pile of information. Gotta pop another pandonal-extra before I go to school.

This year's CNY was great and I totally adore CNY from now on. Haha. Update more later on. I need to study. Retest on Math. Can't study for it, forget it. Think I'll read it on my way to school. Gosh, I can visualise myself as some geek reading whenever I go. I wanna read Memoirs of a Geisha and Da Vinci's Code! Anyone wanna watch I Not Stupid Too? I'm willing to watch again! Think I'll ask Anna how I can interview Jack Neo, his movies are great man! Bwahahaha. I'm serious.




PFFT. Who schedule Storyboarding test right after CNY?! Screw you, no lottery luck for you this year.



"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:38 AM

 












 

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